11TH
SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME – C
Luke 7:36 -
8:3
How
do we measure our love for God? Can it
be quantified by size, amount or degree of any instrument or standard?
David
was the greatest king Israel could ever have and yet he was a sinner, adulterous
and a murderer. His greatness lies in
the immensity of his heart that could accept his utter nothingness and
sinfulness before God. In return he
loved God like no other Israelite king for the rest of his life.
The
woman in the gospel this Sunday is also an epitome of greatness despite her
sinfulness in the sight of a judging, unfriendly and restraining society. Her bold actions which almost subverted the
established norm of her time caught the attention of the Pharisees. As she
wept she wet Jesus’ feet with her tears, dried them with her hair, kissed them
and poured perfume on them. Such
boldness and fearlessness to express her enormous and overflowing gratitude! Why would she do that in the sight of a
community that condemned her sinfulness?
Where did she get such courage to express herself openly in an
unforgiving male-dominated world? She
did all that because she was first loved and was forgiven by Jesus! She was not justified by what she did but by
what Jesus had done to her in a previous experience of love and
forgiveness. Now was the opportune time
to give back to Jesus. But it was not
just a simple “paying off” in expressing her love and generosity. She exposed herself openly to risk, rejection
and contempt in the sight of pretenses
and righteousness of the Pharisees. In
appreciation of what she did, the four evangelists immortalized her in the four
gospels although she was unknown by name.
When
we come as an individual believer and as a community of Jesus’ disciples in the
Eucharistic celebration, how much do we
express our generosity? We look up to David
and the woman in the gospel as models of overflowing generosity. Like them we are all sinners in varying
degrees. And like them, we too are also
beneficiaries of the mercy and forgiveness of God.
We come to the Eucharist in order to
acknowledge our need for forgiveness. In
the beginning of the mass, we are reminded of our state of unworthiness so we
beat our breasts as we say we are sorry to God and to each other. We confess that we are sinners like the rest
of the congregation and ask each one present to pray for us. We bring down our pretenses and righteousness
in humility knowing that we are no better than anyone else in the community. We open our vulnerability before the forgiven
and forgiving community.
We
come to the Eucharist like the woman in the gospel, everyday and especially on
Sundays, as an expression of our gratitude to God like a beggar towards his/her
benefactor. Before the feet of our
Master, like the woman in the gospel we boldly express our love to Jesus
through our active, full and conscious participation in the liturgical actions
of the mass.
In
the sight of a super-generous God, we humbly accept that everything we
have and are come from Him.
Should
we not be forgiving to others just as we are forgiven? Should we not be givers just as we are all
receivers of the gifts we have?
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