TOTAL SELF-GIVING

32^ND SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME – B

Mark 12:38-44

       It is the nature of God to give!  When he gives, it is total because he gives everything of himself unconditionally.

    Two widows in the readings this Sunday showed us the true spirit of giving through their overwhelming generosity.  The widow of  Zarephath in the first reading was about to bake the last bread for her and her son when the prophet Elijah asked her to share it with him.  She obeyed the prophet and did not run out of flour and oil till the famine was over.  Another widow in the Gospel gave her last two coins in the temple and was praised by Jesus.  These two widows gave lavishly and unconditionally out of their poverty and are immortalized and celebrated in our liturgy as true witnesses of self-giving.

       Isn’t it normal to think first of ourselves and our security before others because of survival instinct?   Under normal circumstances, it is the way we preserve ourselves and has been the norm in the secular world: “Myself first before others!” The widow of Zarephath could have told Elijah “Why I should share with you our last bread when this is our last meal before we die?” The widow in the gospel could have just given one coin and kept the other one for herself.  Both of them had given out of their utter poverty everything they possessed.  In the eyes of the world this is sheer madness!  It even sounds almost a suicide!  But in the eyes of God, it is an offering more acceptable than all the riches given out of surplus.

        God the Father showed us what total giving is when he made himself destitute by sharing everything of his God-head to his Son. That is how the Son was begotten by the Father.  He does it again when he created each one of us his children.  God again shared everything of himself when he created the world.   Jesus gave the world more than what the widow had given when he offered himself in total self-giving on the cross.  This is why we say, giving belongs to the nature of God.

         Many of us give a part of ourselves in many forms of giving every minute of our lives for the sake of the people we love.  There are also those who, for their love of Jesus, give up their lives and career, leave their families and homeland and follow him.  Worth mentioning is the poustinik in the Russian Orthodox tradition who  sells everything he/she owns, gives the money to the poor, becomes a beggar and dedicates his/her entire life to God in prayer and solitude.

       It is through these people that God truly incarnates himself once again in the spirit of loving and total self-giving.  When we give, love becomes charity and where there is charity God shines!

 “You give but little when you give your possessions.  It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.

There are those who give little of the much which they have  and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire makes their gifts unwholesome.

And there are those who have little and give it all.  These are the believers in life and the bounty of life, and their coffer is never empty.

And is there ought you would withhold? All you have shall some day be given; Therefore give now, that the season of giving may be yours and not your inheritors’.

You often say, “I would give, but only to the deserving.” The trees in your orchard say not so, nor the flocks in your pasture.  They give that they may live, for to withhold is to perish.”

                              Kahlil Gibran “The Prophet”